“You'll Never Walk Alone”

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Well. this blog i know is going to be one of the hardest blogs ill ever write about. This being in that its going to bring back alot of memories and alot of things that well aren't easy to think about because i wish they could have panned out differently.

Promises - the one thing that many make, yet few really keep. Why ? . I mean when people make promises, do they set out to break them. do they say it to raise your hopes ? then in a single moment take it away?. I think thats how life is , it shows whos real and who's just words.

I really dont know what to write about relating to that. So my own situation is the one that seems relevant to this. I have this frie... well i really dont know what to call them maybe you know ? what do you call someone . whos hurt you countless times and made you cry and stay awake at night? A person who you'd do everything for just to make happy but everything they do hurts you ? Who says your the person they would choose over most people, but when it comes down to it your second to everyone?.You cant help but blame yourself ? because you think, your not good enough to that person, so they don't need you anymore, but no one ever stops to think to blame the other person.

Well. im not the happiest person at the moment . Im far from it . because right now i'm in the situation where i was chosen second to someone and to be honest im only starting to realise that the reality does hurt. Im only starting to see that maybe everything done and said was a waste of time to that person. Was i really that 5 minute type of best friend ? because what i did and how much i cared for that person do i really deserve it ?. Infact anyone in my shoes . do we really deserve it ?

im sitting here. trying to find decent words to write a blog and i dont know why, but i dont have an inspiration, i have nothing inside to motivate me, and i dont know why. i mean isnt this just another situation ? Batman and Superman could overcome any situation, we've all faced bigger obstacles, but yet this is the one that seems to tear me apart the most and im sure youve all been in familiar shoes, if not in the exact ones right now. what do you do when your the 5 minute guy to someone you care for alot.... ?

well i was thinking of writing one tomorrow . but i think im gonna actually study for maths . i know. shiee broh . me ? study ? maths ? in the same sentence ? haha .

i was sitting here and thinking what could my next blog be ? mmms . i was talking to missjen before and martin . and i was thinking of topics . and i decided on one . you be the judge . i would like opinions . btw missjenn im actually doing it now just for you . so enjoy this one yeah ? .

there seems to be a real war of words going on these days between boys and girls ? . boys have their opinions on love and girls have their rebuttles and opinions. so which one is true ? the boys have their points ? the girls have theirs too and me being a bloke. i have my opinions too . but as i am able to use empathy alot im going to figure out or atleast make you think twice before you share your opinions with the opposite sex defending your own sex. first we'll start of with the boys side . dont worry . as the age old saying goes '' you save the best for last'' or am i ? ....

well MALES these days seem to be heavily critisised on hurting girls and being the selfish ones in the relationship, or being the player, and not giving a second care of who they hurt. Its true . im not gonna argue here and in most cases guys would agree with me . But have you ever stopped to think why ? why is he like this ? i mean dont all bad people have good in them ? not saying that males are bad. but they all have their reasons dont they ? . i mean just stop for a second . clear your head and clear the biasness in you regardless of wether your male or female.

A male usually starts of with a love . a girl who he'd give up anything for and the girl who completes him, until she hurts him. In return he thinks all girls are like that . and he thinks why should he care ? why would he want to fall in love ? the one time he did she tore him ? because this isnt only for males but every single person if you could avoid pain and all the sorrow that comes your way would you go head on and run into it with the outcome still being all the pain ? or would you try to avoid it as much as you can . im thinking the latter. All boys have a soft spot . you will never ever find a guy whos full rock on hard and all macho . thats just a cover up. In this part im siding with guys since i havent gotten to the womens side.

I Believe guys are judged without being given the chance . All girls have guy friends out there and more than one , who stand by them through thick and thin, who'd give up their lifes happiness just to see her smile. But us boys are given the '' idiot'' status, where were judged simply by how OTHER guys are and they ruin it for us . I mean i know alot of guys who give up their time of day just to help bring smiles to girls faces . heres a prime example . i have a friend who used to do anything for this girl. he'd go to the airport. he'd take her home at night, btw she lives very far.let her stay over when she needed too. He put his own happiness second to hers only, and in the end he payed a price for it . This guy is one of a kind . you wont find better and to be honest i dont think that girl will either. I honestly think that he could be one of the most unselfish person i will ever know, helping anyone through anything and demanding nothing but happiness from them in return. thats what guys are like, not given the chance we turn to the '' idiot'' status were given and i think we do alot for girls and to be honest 9 times out of 10, we absolutely get fcuked over. but that being said . this starts my side on girls .....

Girls . man most of my best friends are girls . and in saying that 3 quarters of my friends are girls. no im no pimp. i just get along easy. im the type of guy who listens to their situations and actually listen not like guys do theire shake of the head and only thinking of when will she shut up? or how hot does she look in that ? and guys if your reading . i took your side on the first blog but seriously most of you have the standard so low for the rest of us . I mean girls hardly open up to use because they expect a guy response like '' dw its going to be okay'' or '' want me to bash him for you?'' i mean who the hell says that ? if she wanted you to bash him she wouldve asked. wouldnt she ?.

I Honestly think that girls in general deserve better but thats not comparing them with the guys i know. Girls always stick around guys through the thick and the thin. The good times,the bad times and the ugly times. And in return what do we do ? provide them with tears ? hell they do nothing wrong. all they ask for in return is love and to be wanted and just be there for them in general. Is that too much to ask ? surely not . Ill use another example. Theres this girl, good friend of mine she has a boyfriend . Mind you alot of boys like her and she chose him. i happen to think that was the wrong decision regardless of her feelings because you see hes a breakdancer well he loves dancing shall i say. and dancing is second to no one in his life or so it seems . even to his girlfriend. I mean out of everyone she chooses him ? and this is what she gets ? it doesnt seem fair does it ? and the funny thing is you think he'd notice or she'd tell him and let it all go but she keeps it in. if shes reading this and if anyone has this situation . let it out man . let it go . if they cant deal with it they dont deserve you. its simple. I never like to see girls cry or upset because of a guy. because really there are what ? 3 billion of us ? and you single one. but that being said love doesnt chose . no targets. no numbers. i guess what im trying to say is . and going with the males part . both sex's have limited chances to proove their worthwhile. but when given the chance we make alot of mistakes . and that is then ultimately our downfall . if we dont make mistakes do we learn ? the more mistakes we make does that mean were not normal ? thats your decision .

now this is where i provide my opinion. I Believe that males can do better when it comes to women for example being more open and sharing feelings . because really women cant read minds and were so confusing aswell and simple at times. I Think that this '' pimp '' stuff is also a cover up. and no one deserves to be hurt or be considered as just a 5 minute thing. we all have feelings.
For females. i believe men need to be given the chance , and i think that you should explain to males what you feel. and you really have to open up and let loose . As lady Macbeth asked to be given males qualities so she doesnt have any soft side i think you have to be honest and stand up for yourself . we all need to work through this somehow. and we all have our opinions . im not starting a revolution, can we change ? yes we can .. if we dont maybe as mercutio said '' A plague o' both your houses'' and we will never properly understand each other and ultimately it may seem small, but will grow in timee....

oppinions welcomeeee.....

well . this is my first blog . so i'm new to this stuff . gimme a while and ill be fine. i dont know who'll read this stuff. so im not really aiming for perfection in blogs just what i think and whoever reads . opinions are welcome.

well love seems to be a popular topic now a days right ? . i mean you look everywhere or its within your life with the people you know? . either way . its a two way possibility . that person is really happy because there with their so called '' love '', i use this term loosely because i personally believe that love is used too much and i like you seems to have more meaning, but thats my opinion. Or their really depressed over one girl/guy and you want to help but you have no idea what to do and even you did, would they listen to you ? .

love situations always seem to turn out bad. i mean do long relationships really last ? . and if they do. is it real love or real happiness ?. People go why love at this age ? your so young . we dont go finding love do we ? we cant choose to love . we cant choose who we love . we all wish we could . but we can't . remember love has no number . no targets .

lets use a situation with a friend of mine shall we ? im sure most of you have been in this position so you can relate well if not ? think of it and use your knowledge to figure this one .for the purpose of this . lets not use their names . the boy will be Mr.X and girl will be Ms.Y. Im sure the people who know the people i do will understand what im talking about .

Well Mr. X is infatuated over Ms.Y . well she has a boyfriend yet she leads him on and she says she likes him. keeping in mind shes with a boyfriend here. Mr.X being all infatuated he continues to fall for Ms.Y and she continues to hang with Mr.X and seem inseperable. His life being completely taken over by Ms.Y - her being all he thinks about, dreams about, he found his 24/7 didnt he ?and that guy was happy. how ones happiness comes so quick and go aways quick than it came . She broke up with her boyfriend . and here he is with the perfect oppurtunity. and he was there when she needed him the most . sound familiar ? .

anyway . i was there too . of course being a good friend . how i regret it . well the next day she got back with her boyfriend. and Mr.X was so torn . because on that same day AFTER they got back together. and Mr.X was hurt . i mean who wouldnt be ? she led him on . knowing full well of the result ? or maybe its inside her ? or maybe its his fault . going to quote a line here from shakespeares Romeo&Juliet. maybe hes ''Fortunes Fool '' ? . now Mr.X is depressed and all sad and to be honest i blame Ms.Y . i mean right now she thinks distance is the best. no warning ? no signs ? just like that ? i mean i could be wrong and shes doing it because she loves her boyfriend ? but dont you think if he was there the whole time . her hard rock ? her shoulder to cry on ? he'd mean more ? . maybe its just Ms.Y ? . maybe not ? .

have you been in something like this ? surely you can relate . it may seem small . but if you realise . most people. teens especially spend their time being all depressed and emotional over that ONE person. that sums up our teen life . or i could be wrong you could be happy ? but from the friends i have . love seems to be the one thing that can either bring you happiness or bring you sadness.

remember . we cant choose to love . we cant choose who we love . we all wish we could . but we can't . remember love has no number . no targets . if thats true .. then what do we doo .......