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Friday, September 18, 2009 || 4:08 PM
Well. this blog i know is going to be one of the hardest blogs ill ever write about. This being in that its going to bring back alot of memories and alot of things that well aren't easy to think about because i wish they could have panned out differently.
Promises - the one thing that many make, yet few really keep. Why ? . I mean when people make promises, do they set out to break them. do they say it to raise your hopes ? then in a single moment take it away?. I think thats how life is , it shows whos real and who's just words.
I really dont know what to write about relating to that. So my own situation is the one that seems relevant to this. I have this frie... well i really dont know what to call them maybe you know ? what do you call someone . whos hurt you countless times and made you cry and stay awake at night? A person who you'd do everything for just to make happy but everything they do hurts you ? Who says your the person they would choose over most people, but when it comes down to it your second to everyone?.You cant help but blame yourself ? because you think, your not good enough to that person, so they don't need you anymore, but no one ever stops to think to blame the other person.
Well. im not the happiest person at the moment . Im far from it . because right now i'm in the situation where i was chosen second to someone and to be honest im only starting to realise that the reality does hurt. Im only starting to see that maybe everything done and said was a waste of time to that person. Was i really that 5 minute type of best friend ? because what i did and how much i cared for that person do i really deserve it ?. Infact anyone in my shoes . do we really deserve it ?
im sitting here. trying to find decent words to write a blog and i dont know why, but i dont have an inspiration, i have nothing inside to motivate me, and i dont know why. i mean isnt this just another situation ? Batman and Superman could overcome any situation, we've all faced bigger obstacles, but yet this is the one that seems to tear me apart the most and im sure youve all been in familiar shoes, if not in the exact ones right now. what do you do when your the 5 minute guy to someone you care for alot.... ?