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Thursday, October 8, 2009 || 2:13 PM
sometimes we need things to happen for a reason to prove that we have some sort of realization in our life to make us feel that were something on this planet or just to make sure we have feelings.
do you ever find yourself thinking of things that have happened ages ago, but yet still have some sort of affect of you and don't know why ? wanna know the answer to it? or need another example ?. well since these blogs have a habit of my real life examples being used, lets continue that trend shall we ?.
well there was this girl in primary, and as in all of my blogs lets keep this one coded as well, we'll call her mystery girl. mystery girl was someone whom i was close friends with in primary, guess you could say we were the best of friends, inseparable and well the last day of school came and who knew that it would also be the last day of our friendship.
i haven't heard from her, seen her or even know if shes still on the face of the earth, anyway getting to my point, on the 21st of every month i have a dream, a dream about mystery girl if it was a one or two month id be like whoa coincidence but its been like this for almost 2 years, after 1000 different numbers rung, 4 different yellow pages read, 1000's of internet sites browsed and 100's of old friends seen and questioned, still no mystery girl. seems like a tough way around it ay? i still haven't given up and i believe that these dreams happen for a reason.
going back to why these things effect you after so long ? its because there meant to be in your life. these don't just happen out of pure coincidence, its because that one thing that's a constant bother in your life, that thing you cant and just wont let go of is meant to be there, you can choose to fight it all you want, but in the end its just a waste of time. If its about friends then renew those frienships, If its love go after it or even if its the smallest of dreams - go after it because there meant to happen, whether you can make them happen well thats a different blog entirely just remember.... everything happens for a reason.....