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Sunday, October 11, 2009 || 11:07 PM
its overated, forget it - if its meant to be don't go around putting 100 percent into something you'll know you will get hurt from or get half of what you give , you know why ? because in the end you will get hurt and you'll do what everyone does, blame the people around them for the advice they gave or even just because they're your friends and you assume its what they are there for .
people sometimes can be real bullshit artists . raise your hopes and then just as your as happy as can be they rip your heart out, throw it on the ground like nothing matters and you know they never realise it , they do that and then they pretends like nothings happened as if they are allowed to do that to you, as if your the person who has no heart and no feelings ?
see i have a friend whom is currently going through the same situation i went and sort of am still going through, we liked someone and we'd give our world to them and all we ask for in return is just for them to be by ourside , but did we get that ? nooo ! wanna know what we got ? a ripped heart , sleepless nights , endless days , teary mornings, wondering why the hell do we get up in the morning ? , see this girl for me is Ms.Y and for her he's named after nike shoes , and those two Ms.Y and Nike Shoes are good friends and so are me and this girl .
the funny thing is i keep going back and so does she , after endless im sorry's from both ends which then lose meaning in time very quickly and continous promises never fulfilled, do we deserve this ? i mean we both have big hearts and were there for those people and put their smiles before anything else and we just want to be the cause of happiness , change the world around us if you like . i really hope my friend gets through this .
but if Mrs. Y your reading this , youve got to understand its gonna take more than sorry's for me to believe you anymore , because you need to reflect & realise on what i mean to you and you have to see that im not a robot i do have feelings and with each promise you break or each little thing you say and never do, they get hurt, put yourself in my shoes and understand from my view just how much i look after you, care for you and love you, and if you dont see anything than it shows what i mean and what i've doneee
signing offf !