“You'll Never Walk Alone”
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reflections.
Saturday, October 3, 2009 || 9:48 PM
the school terms over . thank god . this could be a new start not schoolwise but lifewise. what a term its been . theres been a lot to reflect on . not all happy . infact the only happy thing is that its brought someone closer into my life . someone whom i now cant live without , and i know shes reading this and im forever grateful for helping me throughout this difficult stage in my life and i know someday ill repay the favour to that girl - i love you .
well lets see whats happened ? start off with the first shall we. finding out whos real and whos not, im sure there have been alot of these in your life. well mines a real impacting on in that its changed me around completely. Ms Y whom i considered a best friend well has certaintly left her mark on my life and now her mark will be left no more, shes made her decision and as it currently stands im not in her life , does it hurt ? sure it does , but it shows what happened ment little to her and that i was just a '' 5 minute'' person. but as one ends one blossoms and helps you get through something you never thought you could . was it worth it ? i dont know . but would i change the friend i have in my life now ? thats a certain no . ive lost connections with friends and well now were back in touch, especially with one girl known as menina sara . ive missed her in my life and i dont know but for some reason thats where i want her to stay - if you read this i just want you to know that .
theres been thousands of problems we could go on about everyone whos reading this . youve had your love issues ( god knows i have ), youve been kicked down dont wanna get back up , seen relationships end that were never ment to, felt things no one is ment to feel, youve seen people go through things you never thought they would even know the meaning or feeling of, to say the least its been one hell of a term .
but through all of the pain - be it with love, with friendships, with health, with family, with school, seeing your beloved rugby league team lose, and oh god to even being on crutchers the endings always positive, youve gotten new friends , healths gone better , family life will calm over, school you will cope . your rugby league team will have 2010 to win and your ankle will heal everything in the end will be all right...
theres a story a man was in a storm and 2 boats came to save him he said '' god will save me '' then a helicoptor came and he said the same thing and the man then drowned and he asked god why didnt you save me ? god said i sent you 2 boats and a helicoptor what more do yu want ?... and as ive said to people what im trying to say is god works in mysterious ways and in the end everything will be alright.
there will be pain, there will be tears shed god knows even blood , even death could rise upon us but whats inside us will overcome that. because time stops for no one, and in the end there comes regret of wasting time. just enjoy life and learn from mistakes because this is the time of your life you ment to enjoy. regardless of the pain youve got people who care and a long LONG life ahead . all of you should take care and enjoy your holidays.... godbless....
who knows ?a new beginining could arise next term.... a better one ?