“You'll Never Walk Alone”

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well here we go , 2009 almost over , was it what you expected ? or was it a year that took a turn for the worst ? , a year that took you by surprise or one of those that you put in the erase box never to be remembered , or was it half and half , worth remembering but not worth always keeping in your mind, well get ready for 2010, make it your year .

lets get into it , 2010 whats this mean ? a new year , a new start ? and i know every year seems like one but 2010 is a new decade, a brand new 10 years in your life till the next , and judge your life after the decade not the year, this year make it your year , the things you regretted this year make them reality and make it the time where you go hey, this isnt how its going to be , make it the way you want it to be because thats how you'll remember and if nothing comes of its , remember that its better to regret doing something than doing nothing.

now i know this year, or rather this decade has been a mixed one for me , but im not always gonna look back on this as the turning point in my life , you shouldnt either , because the turning point is what you make it , wether it be your exams , your family life , even your love life , the turning point will be the time you look back on and say hey thats when i know this is gonna be different , and whats happened before wont happen again and you prevent it , thats a turning point and thats what you'll remember.

now reflect on your decade of life , if you can remember . the heartbreak , the anguish and pain think of all the negative stuff. done ? alrights and look now , it might not be perfect , but you have friends who love you , a roof over your head , some sort of food to eat and godblessed you as your still alive, and to me in that the good outweighs the bad. did it for you ? it doesnt matter anymore , the year and the decade is done , and no time to dwell on it , this decade is what you make of it, make it yours and do the best you can with minimal regrets and youll have the life you deserve and want, enjoy your new years and make it the best, catch up with old friends , make friendships stronger, and just tell people you love them , who knows one day you might say it to someone and itll be the person your spending your time with, maybee....

signing off for 2009 , SINGAAAAAAA !
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damn , been a long time since i've written a blog and well to my loyal readers , am sorry. but then again i have a reason, school certificate and well a bit of a break was required, but what i've seen in my last blog and up until this current one hasnt changed.

People still lack the heart to take control of their lives and me being one of these people, i realise that i too fail to have the ability to take control of mine, but i question myself and those people too , do we fail to take control because its out of our reach or do we fail to take control because we need some sort of realisation in our life ? .

i choose the latter and this is accompanied with me aswell, i realise that i refuse to take control; not only me but most of the people i know because deep down we want this feeling that were real, that we mean something and we generally get lost along the way, turning something that we can fix with ease into something thats blown completely out of our control and then we lose control, when we should have just done the sensible thing, now ask yourself why do you think YOUR situations have panned out the way they have when the simple option maybe have kept that friend around, that smile on your face or even the course of your life along the good path it was once on.

as always an example illustrates my point. i have a friend and he couldnt pick a good nickname, so we'll have to go with JOONG. Well he, like me has had alot of pain due to the opposite sex and this isnt our fault, its just always the friend zone and as a wise man once said '' when a girl decides that you're her friend, you're no longer a dating option. You become this complete non-sexual entity in her eyes, like her brother, or a lamp '', and in say about 7 out of 10 cases this is true, and unfortunately were in that limited category.

but what JOONG has that i dont, and he doesnt know this , is when i like a girl i can't open up and tell them i think they mind read and should know, were he takes risks and he gets hurt but thats what happens, and that means hes taking control of his life weras im not , and in all situations we all have this feeling, were afraid to get hurt or to be rejected, but you have to remember that every path broken, every path taken will lead to your ultimate path and taking risks will lead you to that, '' it is better regretting what youve done then regret to have done nothing at all''.

so next time, just take control and give it a go , because you never know, anything could happen , who knows you might actually get with a celebrity , you know joong ? .anyways i hope this helps to whoever reads, you all deserve something

signing off .
SINGAAA