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confusion .
Wednesday, June 30, 2010 || 4:49 PM
It turned out to be one of those mornings ...
the one where no matter what happens , you don't seem to find a way to smile .
but later in the day , you smile about it .
i have no idea , but i woke up this morning , with this feeling ,
i didn't want to talk , i didn't want to do anything i just wanted
Ipod - In . Rest of the world - Out .
Went to senior science , stay quiet and sat in the back .
christian whats wrong ? . christian whats wrong ? christian wrongs ?
all that was asked , my reply ? nothing , just listening to music .
just wanted to be alone , to sleep .
just wanted to be alone , to sleep .
repeat in period two , although i talked a bit more .
boy's don't cry - Shawn desman , replaying on the Ipod .
Period three was good , jokes and stuff , still couldn't shrug of this
feeling . i don't know what it was .
then came sport , sport was something .
still couldn't shrug off the feeling , then we decided to play .
the first number i picked up was 4 .
out of all numbers 4 .
i just put it on , and felt completely different . ,
felt like i had something to play for , best i've played in a while .
and then we finished ... , the jersey came off , and i was back to where i was .
just wanted to go home ..
just wanted to go home ..
now i'm here , hearing angie singing , its calming .
whats this feeling i can't shrug off ,
maybe i do know ? just don't want to realise .
either way .
its hurts ..
it hurts ..
but i dont know what it is .
i dont know .