You'll Never Walk Alone

“You'll Never Walk Alone”

story time :) by angie , kinda long so SORRY :D

Sunday, June 27, 2010 || 10:51 AM

angieeee here :D

hacked into my boo's blog and decided to post something up for him :)

don't hug me to death christiaaannn .

i love you :3

imma tell you guys a story .

of how a girl and a guy met :)

here it goes .

once upon a time, there lived a girl . she was in her depression kind of state and she was seeking for someone to listen . her relationship was falling apart and everyone around her seemed to have been a total blur . no one to talk to , no one to listen to . she felt lonely . her heart was torn and her brain was going haywire . she was breaking .. then there was the boy . a sweet and caring mind that was pondering about seeking for someone to help . he had given great advice to his friends before and having that title , lead him to have a hard life . see , his friends had never understood the basic facts of a person just BEING there . the emotional balance , the empathy that one tries to relate to the other , the whole understanding of one's situation to try and give out the right advice . it was hard work . a hard time ..

see , both the boy and girl had troubles , and were going downhill . a constant line heading straight towards the ground . they now know how lucky they were . to hit rock bottom would've tragic to both sides if they were to disappear . the girl on one hand couldn't stand the thought of another careless break up , like what she had done in the past , and the guy ? .. well , the holes in his heart were growing wider . who knew that within a day , things would've changed .

The girl had come home from school and was obviously depressed again . the thought of leaving her boyfriend after 2 months worth of laughter, smiles but mainly tears , almost shattered her . she really thought they were gonna last forever . she really thought this was going to be different to others in the past . she was wrong . the end of her relationship brought new factors of hatred that she could bring onto herself . new excuses to beat herself up and cry all day . she needed to decide .

The boy had knowingly come home today to speak to his friends . at school , like any other day , it was one of the same days that just moved slowly and just passed on as a normal day . as he got home , he hopped onto his computer and typed away . probably searching for soccer related videos and news and high hope about the doggies game he was going to attend the next day . typing away he spoke to one of his close friends . she suggested that he should meet one of her friends that was feeling down and needed some comfort and advice . Just like another day , he added her and they started talking .

it was very odd . the girl was quite shocked on why the boy was so interested in her life . she was utterly speechless . the more they talked , the more she thought about him , she just ..he was so different . he comforted her with what seemed to have been everything he had , she trusted him , and she opened up like never before . his memory was grand . the smallest minor detail she might've added into the convo , he memorised . this , shocked her . he was amazing . everything she let out , everything she vented , he listened , he related to , he understood . he had answers to all her feelings ...

it was strange . to have met a girl like her . she opened up way too easily and trusted him fast . he feared that she would get hurt some more , and tried to warn her , but she was too stubborn to listen . the way she spoke about her past , and her current problems amazes him . how she's so open enough to tell him almost everything he asked , interested him . she didn't seem like a normal girl . she seemed .. different .

the more their conversation went into depth , the more both of them felt a little bit more ..relieved . On the girls side , she just felt so much better after letting everything out ; to someone who understands and someone who actually for once ..listens .. On the boy's side , he worried about her . her problems seem to have consumed all of what she was and he could see potential and happiness in her . how weird he felt at the fact he needed to talk to her .. he related with her so much , he was afraid to admit so . he as afraid he'd or she'd get hurt . but how things were just strange .

she felt so attached . even though they had just met , she felt like she neeeeddeddd to talk to him . her urge to get his number or anything , just worried her . the thought that she would scare another important person in her life away . her history with people wasn't perfect . she was too open and yet that seemed to have scared people more than lies that are fed to them each day without their knowledge . people were repelled by her easy sense of trust . but all she saw it was that she needed somebody there for her . things change . her best friend is still her best friend , but sometimes they don't wanna know things about eachother than what has already been told . chaos might strike them once again . she doesn't want that . so she seeked a new somebody . a new distraction . yes , it sounded like she was using him , but from the bottom of her heart she didn't mean to . he was there for her , comforted her when she needed it , and he just , seriously, listened . to have somebody that you had just met to do all those things , is rare . she usually meets people that don't give a crap and just move on ; people who are just glad of meeting someone new and add to their 'connection' collection . oh how people are so different .

she was scared if she had grown too attached , she'll lose him . she wondered if it was the same ..

he felt the need to take care of her . their talk had brought them closer and it just made him worry . the doggies game the next day wasn't as good as it had cracked up to be . they lost and it got boring . she him and his friends left and headed back to the friend's place . had a mini party there and things started to heat up . how drama just took over the party and led to 'almost fights' and 'almost breakdowns' . the night was hard . all he wanted to do was hop on the comp and check up on her and his best friend . he was the sort to worry . the sort to care soo much about a person , it would be just enough . his heart was pure but he was slowly getting irritated the longer the night took . he waited impatiently outside the door of his friends room , in hope he could hop on the comp and see how things were . but there was just too much going on , and he never got the chance ..

the day the boy was at the game , the girl was feeling miserable . we're not quite sure what happened . but we think its because without him , she felt empty . she needed someone there , and he wasn't kinda felt as though a knife stabbed through her heart . she wondered if it was the same for him . 'nahh' she thought , we just met , its just me who feels this . her relationship was on edge . things weren't the same as before and she just needed time to think . everyone around her wasn't really helping . but then again , she didn't seem to want to share . everyone thought the same as she did ; that it'd last a long time . but they aren't in her shoes to know how it really is ..

weeks went by . the boy and girl grew close . he had admitted to needing her , because she made him smile , and she just related to him soo much . he felt so comfortable around her . she was the same . the comfort shared between both sides was equal ..or so they thought .

things slowly got better . the days flew by as they spoke the longest conversations lasting into the night , speaking about their deep secrets and emotions . this was only in 4 days . this kind of trust and bond that was reached within 4 days was really strong . he missed her and she missed him deeply . the way they comforted eachother and were in need of one another was just beautiful . it is something that could hardly be believed , but for them it wasn't . people claimed they were moving too fast . moving too fast ? to what ? they were just getting to know eachother and was different to most others . can they be blamed for that ?

as they hit their one week friendship , things started to blossom . the girl slowly started to think about where she was at in her relationship . she felt pretty down . she was going to see her boyfriend the next day and she had planned it out to perfection . the minute she walks out the school gates , the minute he should arrive and so on . she was nervous , scared and excited . it had been 1 and a half weeks since she last saw her boyfriend , and he had had a haircut done by then . sure she had seen his haircut before , on webcam , but not in real life . she was ecstatic . the boy encouraged her to take her chances , to smile and to look forward to what was to come ; and he wished her the best of luck . the boy just wanted the best for her , and what she deserved . he believed that she wasn't one that deserved all her sadness and all her frowns . she is one to smile and laugh and have fun and , she was faithful . the way she treated her boyfriend , the way she expressed her love for her boyfriend was undeniable . he just couldn't believe the guy couldn't see it and treat her better .

the day would come where she met her boyfriend . things all failed . she had skipped and walked out of school and had waited for him at the corner shop as she had told him . she had told him specific directions on where to head to and meet her . he didn't understand . he headed towards the highway when she said to not . he went into the plaza, when she told him she was banned from there during school time , and he wondered and came late and had her waiting and walking around for 2 dreadful hours . the catch was , he had never mentioned about him catching or busing the train from Moorebank and coming to her school . she was shocked . she had cried and gotten caught by her English teacher about her truancy , and yet , he had never told her from where he was coming from . she planned things out on the dot . expecting things to go on a planned . he never freaking told her he was coming all the way down from there . was it her fault to assume that he was coming from his work placement that might be nearby ? everything shattered . she cried her heart out and talked to her english teacher . they talked and she was let off . period 6 came and the day flew by . she had a sub and her sub gave her comfort and a hug . they were watching a movie as she walked in . she sat there with her friends explaining what had happened and how shit she felt . the pain they all felt as they saw her tears drip from her face .. she had a feeling he had arrived already . she left after 2 hours of waiting for him . but she had a feeling as she left, he would arrive . she didn't care anymore . she was just shattered , her feeling really sore and her back aching from her bag . nothing mattered anymore . all she said to her friends , in tears , while watching the movie was 'i need to talk to him' . her friends understood .

she walked out of the gates and her boyfriend wasn't there . disappointment clouded her thoughts . she had hoped her tears and the look on her face had disappeared by the time she got into the car . she faked another smile and laugh as they drove back home . she really needed someone . after hopping onto the comp , she vented everything out . he was just there for her and she appreciated it . her thoughts still made everything a blur , but she had given her relationship one more chance . and that day had completely went haywire , so she had finally made a decision . her friendship with the boy meant everything to her at that moment . how she cherished the fact he was there for her and promised not to leave . she was so scared to believe it . what if he was just saying it ? what if it's another one of those stupid things she falls for again ? she doesn't want that , but at the same time , it didn't feel as though that it was like that . how her trust for him was so strong . could've it been more? .

the boy came home after a normal day at school once more and come into surprise at her cry . she emotions were spilling over the conversations and he felt her pain . he felt her every emotion and he did his best to make her smile . to his amazement he did . he made her smile and laugh and that lifted him . how weird it is to feel so light . how strong she is , he thought . how just smiling made his whole world whole again . that feeling when you've accomplished something worth while . felt like he did it . strange ..

she gave it another week . not speaking to her boyfriend much , she always talked to the boy . he seemed to have summed up all the non-talking that was happening between her boyfriend and her , into their conversations summed up in 1 and a half weeks . she lost all hope for her relationship . she had decided . she was planning on seeing her boyfriend on the thursday , but it never came . because she had ended it on the tuesday before . she couldn't stand waiting . she couldn't stand the pain anymore . she just wanted to let him go ..

a few days beforehand , the boy and girl finally realised something . she was scared to admit . he was also . he wasn't god with admitting when he liked a girl , so he waited . being impatient as she was , the girl confessed first . it felt so much better . she loved him . quick to say , but he was just . perfect . although they hadn't met yet , she just felt it . the boy felt the same , how he tumblr'd about it and she had read what he had tumblr'd and how she thought it was for somebody else . they were both relieved . how both of them felt mended . just after two weeks . everything in two weeks . changed them completely . he wanted to change her way of thinking . to get her to compliment herself more , to give herself more credit and such . he use multiple tactics to get her to do so . aka , shutting down his facebook until she gave herself more credit , getting her to meet his close friends , which then also loved her for who she was ; just everything . everything worked . two weeks . two weeks changed everything . for the boy , she filled his heart . he loved her for who she was and she was an amazing person . someone who he wanted to be his . he loved how she cared so much about her ex , her friends , and even him , despite how they just met . he wanted someone like her . and she wanted someone like him .

that friday , she decided to meet up with the boy . to finally meet and be with him for one whole day . she was excited as ever ! she walked out of school , almost getting caught by her deputy principal , but escaped ! she walked fast to the bus stop . in luck , she actually heard her school mates nearby that the 907 bus stopped in FRONT of the plaza , and it was almost time the bus had arrived , so she took her chances and waited . she caught the right bus ! she hopped on and then off at villawood station , where she would await their meeting ..

the boy had woken up early and taken the day off school for her . he had dressed up nicely and borrowed a friends jacket to let her wear . he arrived at villawood station earlier than planned . and didn't notice that she had arrived . she was standing at the platform waiting for him to hop off the train , but was no where to be found . she was like to herself , is he late? a frown set upon her face . then out of the corner of her eye . she recognised someone walking towards her . bright fluoro green rabens walking towards her . IT WAS HIM ! she was shocked and a smile lit across her face . they embraced and smiles were all they were saying . they began to chat and get her train ticket . he was being stubborn and had paid for HALF of it , she was smart enough to put the other half in before he could've . they then sat and talked . the train arrived . and that was the day of something special . the day was just perfect . unexplainable . no words could describe it . perfect first date .

he didn't want her to leave , she didn't want to leave . those hours weren't enough . he suddenly grasped her hand once more as she began to step foot out of the car. the look in his eyes . the look in her eyes . were unforgettable . she stepped out of the car and said her goodbyes and thankyous , then the car was out of sight . her heart sunk a little . another 1/2 an hour alone and waiting for the school bell to ring . the drive back in the car , was more painful than expected . how they both missed each other so much . to hope the day would never end ..

they both arrived home and chatted away . remembering the moments that were special when they met . remembering the minor details that both of them saw together . planning on their next meeting . time flew by . she knew she wanted to be with him . and he did too . she needed to be ready . she had just gotten out of a relationship and she didn't want to hurt him .. he meant too much to her ..

the next day came by and it was a saturday . they had once again talked for ages . till late night , they were joking around and he had asked her again . although it was her that suggested it again in a way and had asked him herself , he backtracked and did it himself . the moment she said yes , the world stood still . they were finally together and they were finally both each others . nobody could break them , and nobody can now .

from that moment on , their love gets stronger everyday . they tell eachother everything . they laugh and make jokes and call each other douchebags from time to time and they just make each other smile .

he was her world .

and she was his .

i love you christian .

so much its amazing .

now our story is shared and i hope people now understand .

this story might be as corny as hell , but this is what and how we felt like .

i did the best i could .

i just . i love you so much and i want people to see how that happened ,

and how we happened .

you're my boo ,

my best friend ,

my douche ,

my babbyyy

an my boyfriend .

180610 ♥

forever&everboo ♥