“You'll Never Walk Alone”

September 2009 October 2009 December 2009 February 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010



i miss you .
i'm sorry for what i've done .
and i dont know , i could be overthinking .
or just its me going insane .

i miss you .
i just i really do , its not boredom ,
its just , i wish things went our way .
i don't care we don't go out often
or that i can't see you .

i just , it seems like whenever we do ,
something comes up with me or you .
and things get cut short , im quiet on the phone
because i want to cherish every moment ,
and yeah , i cherish every moment with you ,
just wish those moments were without disruption .

i love you , and im sorry if i've hurt you
i really am , i'm just selfish , and i just love you .
i'm sorry for leaving you .. i am ,
and yes i couldve gone next week or another time ,
but i didn't and i do it time and time again ,
im really sorry .

i know you think you're selfish , but you're not
im just , im just stupid , i know i shouldnt go
that many times and leave you , i guess i don't think .
i'm sorry .

our relationship isn't like that , and i know it seems like it .
but it isnt . far from it , its just maybe the holidays are getting to me ,
to us . im just , i'm really really sorry .

and i sit here , thinking and like on the verge of tears , i can't help
but blame myself , and i know you don't think it is , but i get
that moody feeling , that if i didn't leave , things would be different
this night would be different .
a million sorry's wouldn't explain how heartfeltly sorry i am ,
i am .

i love you angelica . i really do
please know that i'm sorry ,
just , forgive me .
im sorry ...
im sorry ...
im sorry ..


i love you .





Well .
I know i'm going to get up late tomorrow morning ,
thats for sure , although i hope i get up before the missus .
but if not then she'll read this .

Angelica Choup .
I Love You .
3 words 8 Letters . Simple ? Yes ?
FAR FROM IT .

What we have , i know is amazing , and yes
its cliche , people search for it their whole lives and
don't find it ,but its true , people say we go fast ,
we just don't want to waste time.. almost 17 years
have been wasted , not one more day .. not anymore.

you see , this morning for me , just sealed what i already had for you
now its guaranteed , i'm not going to let you go , when a girl
wakes up and watches something for you , just like you did and she remembers
the little things , you just know , that shes your forever , your my
forever bubba <3 .

hey sure , we have our moments and we both get upset , but
we grow and become stronger because of it , and we just forget about it ,
and we find a way to make each other happy , find a way to make the other smile ,
i miss you all the time , all the time , maybe that explains my sleeping pattern eh ? haha , yeah i think so , but you've changed my life for the better ,
and i hope i've done the same .

you've had your heartbroken for the last time , that's a promise bubba , you know
more than anyone i don't make promises unless i can keep them , this is the promise
so you know how much it means . i wake up early , come online to you .
spend all day talking to you .
smile .
laugh .
cry .
live .
love .
sleep .
and its not the same story over and over ,
each day is different ,
each day i love you more and more .
each day i miss you more and more .
each day i need you more and more .
but most importantly .
each day, i spend with you , no one else
is a day i cherish , i cherish everyday , thank you .
sure hey , when we say this time its different ,
no one believes it ,
but we do , yes we do . this time its different ,
this time its forever .
this thing we have ? , its a forever kinda thing <3 .

just know that i appreciate you more than anyone ,
your my girlfriend .
my bestfriend .
my bubba .
my smile .
my happiness
all in one .

you do that for me and i just want you to know i realise
this every day , those getting up for you from those naps .
those times i cheer you up , i'd do anything for you and thats
just a little bit of how much i'd do . you said you don't want
to be my world , just my favourite part ,
my world is my favourite part now , and its all because of you .

Angelica Choup , I Love You <3



for some reason , i was lying down and thinking ,
and i just thought of something , and i wanna say sorry .
for some reason , i don't think i've been living up
to the boyfriend i want to be ,

i mean before , i would never leave you like how i've done .
i don't know why , im just too scared of hurting you and
i don't want to bring you down with me , im just so in love with you
and i'm just dead scared of losing you and im afraid that my
stupid problems will change that . around you everything pops up
i don't know why , around you all my sides are revealed even
if i try to bottle them up , it'll come out eventually because i can't
keep anything from you . i really can't.

i just want you to know , that this relationship can only get better
and i will be the best boyfriend , just as you are , im not used to an
equal relationship . see i think not many guys would admit this , but i know
i haven't been the best of boyfriends , and i promise i'll make up for that .
just know that you've been the best wifey to mee :D , i wouldn't and couldn't
ask for anyone better , you fit me perfectly and i hope its likewise .

tough days will come , just know that and we'll get through them
even these moody days , we'll be fine i promise you and come out better from them
i love you bubbba , just know that , you mean the world to me , and that i love you
i really do <3

i miss you ..

Christian Loves Angie .
She Makes Me Smile .
She Makes Me Laugh .
She Makes Me Love .
She Makes Me Silly .

Christian Loves Angie .
My Girlfriend .
My Bubba .
My Missus .
My Favourite .

Christian Loves Angie .
I Feel Happy .
I Feel Loved .
I Feel Complete .
I Feel Everything .

Christian Loves Angie .
I Really Do .
No One Else Suits Me
Quite Like You .

<3
180610 <3