“You'll Never Walk Alone”
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Friday, August 20, 2010 || 3:38 PM
its just one of those days .
found myself belting the leather
out of the ball , and hearing it smack against
the wall of the gym , and the feeling of it
crashing off my boot , with every kick i take ,
each anger , each piece of negative energy inside me
just goes , almost broke the ring lol , atleast that shows
how angry i was ? took alot out of me , found myself
breathing heavy after it ,
um got two assessments on the second of september ,
the good news is , both teachers said i can do it
the next day , so im pretty happy about that ,
i did a friends assignment , put more effort in mine
rushed his , he got 13/15 and i got 11/15 oh wells , thats
what i get i guess , mehs , i dont care .
and our game next wednesday is at
930am and we cant leave
we have to watch girls , and another school play ,
which is ghey , :) i just know next week
im gonna do something stupid in that game ,
its how it is , i feel it , oh wells , maybe not ,
just didnt feel like anything , maybe im just
not important as i once felt i guess , im just
not the same i once was ? iunnos
i just wanna belt the ball again ,
i just wanna let all my anger through that
swift movement of my leg ,
through to the ball and watch it fly . im just so
damn angry , just i guess how life runs ,
i need you
i need your hugs .
i need your lame jokes .
i need you so much ,
im just so angry lol
i guess im just ,
iunnos ?
im lost .
is anyone here ?
anyone can find me ? :/
guess not
:)
FCUK !
Sunday, August 15, 2010 || 8:02 PM
its just ..
i can't handle it , so much going on .
and for those people , you know who you are
fuck you .
fuck you .
i do everything for you guys , and the one time ,
we wanna do something for a friend ,
no one can show ? really ?
well fuck you , see if i show for you ,
you've fucked up this time .
broh and seriously
get off her fucking leash , you fucking dog
go bark when she leaves you .
fucking seriously , its pathetic ,
shes right , your fucking whipped , whipped little dog ,
when she goes what happens ?
you fucking rot , i hope that happens , you fcuking deserve it .
and you fucking whore , really ?
cheating ? really ? fucking fat dog , really he's better off ,
i never fucking thought shit of you , now you've made
an enemy you didnt want , just go fucking fuck every guy
and get some fucking aids shit and die , we're all better off
thank god , fucking just go get a life , go flirt with someone else ,
go hurt someone else , honestly , just fuck you , seriously
just fucking get lost.
seriously everythings just going wrong ,
the only one around is my wifey , even she has troubles ,
i just want things to be right , i have to be patient ,
i hope the wifey is okay , i love her
i miss her so much .
<3
i just need to let it out somehow ..
i feel so angry , broken , im just not myself .
i dont know why , i just snap ,
something , someone be my saviour ,
nothings going right ,
make it right ..
can anyone hear me ?
please ,
if anyone is out there ...
anyone ?
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