“You'll Never Walk Alone”
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Friday, August 20, 2010 || 3:38 PM
its just one of those days .
found myself belting the leather
out of the ball , and hearing it smack against
the wall of the gym , and the feeling of it
crashing off my boot , with every kick i take ,
each anger , each piece of negative energy inside me
just goes , almost broke the ring lol , atleast that shows
how angry i was ? took alot out of me , found myself
breathing heavy after it ,
um got two assessments on the second of september ,
the good news is , both teachers said i can do it
the next day , so im pretty happy about that ,
i did a friends assignment , put more effort in mine
rushed his , he got 13/15 and i got 11/15 oh wells , thats
what i get i guess , mehs , i dont care .
and our game next wednesday is at
930am and we cant leave
we have to watch girls , and another school play ,
which is ghey , :) i just know next week
im gonna do something stupid in that game ,
its how it is , i feel it , oh wells , maybe not ,
just didnt feel like anything , maybe im just
not important as i once felt i guess , im just
not the same i once was ? iunnos
i just wanna belt the ball again ,
i just wanna let all my anger through that
swift movement of my leg ,
through to the ball and watch it fly . im just so
damn angry , just i guess how life runs ,
i need you
i need your hugs .
i need your lame jokes .
i need you so much ,
im just so angry lol
i guess im just ,
iunnos ?
im lost .
is anyone here ?
anyone can find me ? :/
guess not
:)